Turtles All The Way Down by John Green
Dutton Books for Young Readers, 2017. 978-0525555360
Synopsis: Sixteen-year-old Aza never intended to pursue the mystery of fugitive billionaire Russell Pickett, but there’s a hundred-thousand-dollar reward at stake and her Best and Most Fearless Friend, Daisy, is eager to investigate. So together, they navigate the short distance and broad divides that separate them from Russell Pickett’s son, Davis. Aza is trying. She is trying to be a good daughter, a good friend, a good student, and maybe even a good detective, while also living within the ever-tightening spiral of her own thoughts. – from Amazon.com
Why I picked it up: It was a selection for one of my book clubs and I figured it was time I got around to finally reading Green to see what made him so popular.
Why I finished it: I fully expected an emotional punch from Green, being familiar with the premises of most of the rest of his body of work. I did get the emotional punch I was expecting, but the book didn’t hit me the way I thought it would. Aza suffers from extreme anxiety and depression issues and the thoughts that worm their way into her brain make it often impossible for her to seem like she is anything but self-absorbed and maybe a little out of it – something, I am sure, thousands of readers experience every day. What gets me about Aza is her mental illness and that’s really the beauty of the book. Green, who also suffers from mental health issues, reaches past Aza’s issues on the surface and really confronts what it can be like to live with a mental health disorder. He doesn’t stigmatize the issues, nor does he go at it from a purely clinical angle like most of the rest of popular media. The readers gets the feeling that he is writing from the perspective of someone who has been there, someone who has reached into the deepest, darkest places in our brain, past all of the hangups and insecurities, and helped us find a light at what seems to be a gradually shrinking tunnel. Turtles truly captures what it is like to be stuck in your own head, with no real language or emotions with which to describe how we are thinking or feeling. I’m so happy that Green wrote a book like this because I think it will better help us understand how those with mental disorders are suffering and gives us insight about how we can best show our love an support. For more cool John Green Stuff, check out his website – the vlog is pretty awesome.
Other related materials: The Fault in Our Stars by John Green; Paper Towns by John Green; Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green and David Levithan; An Abundance of Katherines by John Green; Looking for Alaska by John Green; The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephn Chbosky; Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher; Girl in Pieces by Kathleen Glasgow; Every Last Word by tamara Ireland Stone; A List of Cages by Robin Roe; Tell Me Three Things by Julie Buxbaum